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I'm a 35M. My wife, Sofia, is 35F. We've been married for 8 years and have two kids together. We've actually been together since we were 18, so we've known each other for almost half our lives.

Overall, we've had a really good marriage. No major issues. We communicate well, we're financially stable, and we've built a good life together.

I work in finance. My wife works in fashion retail. Her job involves working closely with male colleagues and sometimes traveling with them. That's never bothered me. I've never been the jealous or controlling type, and she's never given me a reason not to trust her.

For privacy, all the names here are changed except my wife's.

Sofia has three close friends from high school: Leonor, Martha, and Carmen. They're all married, all have kids, and they've had weekly girls' nights for as long as I've known them even before we got married.

Usually, Sofia comes home around midnight.

Sometimes it's 2 a.m. If it gets too late, she'll stay at one of her friends' houses rather than drive. For years, she's voluntarily shared her location with me when she's out and checks in every couple of hours.

It was actually her idea, not mine.

Last weekend, they went to a music festival.

She left with Martha, who picked her up from our house. Carmen and Leonor were meeting them there. Sofia told me she'd probably be home around 1 a.m.

Around 10 p.m., I saw Carmen's Instagram stories. They were dancing, drinking, having fun. Normal festival stuff.

Then around 11 p.m., Carmen and Martha posted videos of themselves sitting on random men's shoulders. In the background, Sofia and Leonor were doing the same thing.

For context, I know this sounds extreme to some people, but Sofia has always loved that kind of festival energy. She's been on my shoulders plenty of times at concerts and festivals. It wasn't automatically a red flag to me.

A little later, Carmen posted a group picture. There were about six men, my wife, Leonor, Martha, Carmen, and two other women I didn't recognize.

Sofia reposted it.

I texted her asking who these people were.

She replied that they were just people they'd met at the festival. She said they were nice, and some of them had their wives there too, referring to the two women in the picture.

I went to bed around 11.

Around midnight, Sofia called me. She said they had been invited to an after-party at someone's house and she'd probably be home around 2:30 a.m. She told me not to wait up.

I said okay.

Around 1:30 a.m., I checked her location. She wasn't at the festival anymore. She was about 15 minutes away at what looked like a large villa with a pool in an upscale area.

This is where I started getting uneasy.

It honestly wasn't because I thought she was cheating. My first thought was drugs. I've been around enough people to know that after-parties at random wealthy strangers' houses can sometimes mean cocaine and other stuff.

I checked Instagram again.

Carmen and Martha were still posting stories from the music festival.

Sofia and Leonor were the only ones who had gone with this group.

At 2:30 a.m., Sofia called again.

She told me she wasn't coming home that night and would come back in the morning instead.

She said, "Leo is with me. I'm safe. I'm sorry I keep changing the timeline, but I'm having fun."

I could hear music and people in the background.

Then she said, "I'm probably not going to call again tonight, so if you don't hear from me, don't worry."

Before hanging up, I asked her directly:

"Are drugs involved?"

She paused and said yes.

Then she added something like, "Just this one time after a long time."

For context, Sofia isn't an addict. But she has used recreational drugs occasionally over the years. It's never been a secret between us.

I ended the call.

The next morning, around 8 a.m., she came home.

I could tell she'd been drinking heavily. She looked exhausted and like she'd definitely taken whatever drugs had been there.

The first thing she said was, "I'm sorry. I know you were worried. I'm sorry."

Then she hugged me.

But something immediately stood out.

She wasn't wearing the outfit she'd left home in.

When I asked about it, she said Leonor had brought a backup outfit and she'd changed at the host's house.

The outfit she came home wearing was a slip dress with a deep V neckline.

Maybe this is irrational, but that detail bothered me more than I expected. It wasn't like throwing on a hoodie because you spilled a drink. She had to completely undress at a stranger's house in the middle of the night to change into it.

I've spent the last four days trying to figure out how I feel.

Part of me thinks she was honest with me the entire night. She shared her location. She called me twice. She admitted there were drugs involved when I asked. She came home and apologized without being defensive.

But another part of me feels deeply disrespected.

She chose to stay overnight at a villa owned by people she'd met that same evening. She changed clothes there. She did drugs. She repeatedly pushed back the time she'd be home. And while I don't have any evidence that she cheated, I can't shake the feeling that boundaries in our marriage were crossed.

I haven't accused her of cheating because I genuinely don't know if that's what I believe.

But I do know that if the roles were reversed if I had gone to a music festival, ended up at a random woman's villa until 8 in the morning, admitted drugs were involved, changed into a different outfit, and came home apologizing I don't think anyone would tell my wife she was overreacting.

One thing I haven't admitted, even to myself, is that the men in those photos looked attractive and wealthy. I'm not saying that because I think my wife would automatically cheat with a good-looking guy.

I've never had that mindset.

Sofia has gone on girls' nights for years. She's worked around attractive men her entire career.

She's traveled with male colleagues. None of that has ever made me jealous.

But if I'm being completely honest, seeing that these weren't just random drunk college kids at a festival got into my head. They looked like successful, confident men in their late 30s or 40s who clearly had money and social status. I found myself wondering if I'd feel differently if they looked like average middle-aged dads from our neighborhood.

Maybe that says something uncomfortable about my own insecurities. Or maybe it's just that the whole picture meeting strangers, going to a private villa, drugs being involved, staying until morning, changing clothes there crossed lines that had never been crossed before.

I genuinely don't know.

What I do know is that for the first time in our relationship, I'm questioning whether my trust has been damaged, and I hate that feeling.

Am I overthinking this?

Would you consider this a breach of trust even if no cheating occurred? And I'm asking this here because My wife is mother of kid's and lot's of other women's are involved here too

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Was there any point when she was out that you directly expressed that you didn't want her to go to a stranger's house, do drugs, stay out as late as she did...? Maybe I'm reading this wrong, but it sounds like her going out and staying out late is a pretty normal, permissible occurrence and she was checking in with you to try and prevent worry. If it was starting to bother you, and you told her that, and she didn't come home, that's certainly disrespectful. But if you didn't express that... How would she have known you wanted her to come home? She can't respect boundaries if they aren't clearly communicated and definitively in place. She was honest with you about her location and the fact that there were drugs at this person's house.

Now, the changing of clothing is suspicious. It could be that you live in a different culture, judging by the pseudonyms you chose, and women within it behave differently from women in mine, but I've personally never gone out with a "backup outfit." Backup shoes for when heels inevitably become unbearable, sure. But not a whole change of clothing, as carrying stuff like that around can be inconvenient unless you're driving your own car (which you shouldn't do if you intend to get messed up.) Some clubs do have coat and purse holding rooms, but I never found them to be totally trustworthy. I've found that going out with just a credit card and my ID tucked into my bra or a pocket that zips up to be ideal. But again: that's just my experience as a woman going out, where I live. I've never been to festivals, either.

Did it look like sleepwear? The outfit could have belonged to the host and she was embarrassed to say so. I don't think the actual having-to-get-undressed-in-order-to-change-clothing is a huge deal in and of itself; people have bathrooms and guest bedrooms where she could have done that in private. It's always a possibility that she slept with someone else of her own accord, or that she was incapacitated by the drugs and alcohol and assaulted. There are certainly good reasons not to get messed up at a stranger's house.

I would ask her some more questions and see if you get any inconsistencies in her answers, and maybe double-check the story with Leonor as casually as you can to see if there are any differences in the way she tells it. Then lay down some specific boundaries for the future so you aren't as worried.

Well, first off, I would point out that this is a forum full of people who have been cheated on, so there's going to be a bias. So keep that in mind. I think at least some of us are going to see enough red flags in your story to throw a Chinese parade.

It sounds to me like you have some pretty loose and undefined boundaries within your marriage. I have no idea if your wife cheated on you, but if that were ever anything you've been concerned about in the past alarm bells would be going off in my head.

My wife had her social circle as well and would sometimes stay out late, even on rare occasions spend the night at a friend's if it got late. I, too never had a problem with it and had never had any reason to distrust my wife.

It wasn't until there was a 2 week period where she "spent the night at a friend's house" 3 times that my radar got pinged pretty hard. Like I said, it was rare for her to do that at all, let alone 3 times within a 2 week period. She'd done that maybe 3 or 4 times in 26 years, let alone 3 times in 2 weeks.

Long story short, here I am, a betrayed spouse. Those last 3 times she wasn't at her friend's house. She was with an affair partner.

We also had very loose and undefined boundaries. We had never really had a talk about infidelity, what boundaries should be in place, or anything like that. That proved to be a mistake in my marriage.

I have no clue if your wife has ever been unfaithful, but I can tell you that, from the point of view of someone who used to trust his wife implicitly, she was absolutely not "the type" to cheat (after a year here, it's become obvious that it's almost a trope that cheating spouses are almost always never "the type"), my spidey sense would be screaming that your wife has had ample opportunities to stray if she had chosen to.

Again, I don't want to jump to any conclusions in your case. You know your wife, I don't at all, and it sounds like this is a pretty normal occurance in your marriage. She's been pretty good about checking in, volunteering location and pics of her surroundings, etc. are all fairly positive. The anomaly here is that she dropped off the grid for a few hours and came home in a different, somewhat slinky outfit if I understand the description correctly.

Yeah, I'd probably be suspicious and I don't blame you for feeling a boundary or 2 may have been violated. I think at the very least a calm, reasonable discussion about boundaries could be warranted here. I'm not saying to go at her with accusations and guns blazing, but I think it would be fair for you to express your concerns and have a heart to heart. Maybe ask some questions and have a talk about setting up some reasonable boundaries. No more spending the night at handsome stranger's houses for starters.

This isn't an easy situation. I think you're going to find that quite a few of us will probably think you have some pretty loose boundaries in your relationship. Infidelity can happen in any marriage, even the most stable marriages can experience it. We see it all the time here. I was married for 26 years and would have bet my life my wife would never have cheated on me. I would have bet my life on it. I'd be dead right now if I'd made that bet.

Weekends here can be slow, but more will be along with other thoughts and suggestions. I'm kind of a noob here still so just be patient and you'll get some more feedback from others who have more experience than I do. I just want to say that I don't think you're crazy or unreasonable to have questions right now, but I will also say that I don't see any smoking gun at this point. I don't think it would be a bad idea to let her know how this incident makes you feel, ask some questions, and clarify some boundaries.